Why I don't like apologetics argument.

Deep down beneath every argument lies doubt. I say this by the way, as not a hypothetical statement but indeed a fact. Everything that comes as an argumentative remarks or presentation of a fact raised by arguments must be neutralized by the questions of "the why". Why brought up the questions if you yourself don't already supposed to know the answer? We must cease from asking questions that only minister to the senses and not the heart. Most questions are to be left unanswered if there was some sort of revelation setting beneath it. God never answered the why questions but the what. He knows that very shortly, if we seek Him long enough the why questions will soon be revealed. To me apologetics are much of what we make of those who raises doubts to the christian faith but not the christian living. Christian living is to walk contrary to our senses and even rational questions of belief. It is sorely based on obedience to God and sometimes irrational faith. We, in modern society, may seem to it as obtuse. But it doesn't matter what modern society thinks. After all, God has been in existence passed any timeline and he doesn't change to satisfy our whim.